Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Like old times.

Somehow i thought of dragging him out cycling again like the old times sometime in the future when we are more comfortable with each other. But it was the opposite when he suddenly called me out to cycle yesterday afternoon.

I had to hastily borrow my big brother's bicycle at 6.30pm, i was clumsy with the bike though cause its been years since i lost rode a bike. We rode into the housing area at kingfisher talking about random stuffs. Its been awhile and it was so fun lol.
We stopped in front my house and talked more about things. He's asked me to watch movie "Storm Warriors" with his friends this saturday, kinda intimidating so suddenly, but its no harm meeting new people once in awhile i think.

So i guess i'll go. lol

Sunday, October 11, 2009


It's been a long time since i've update my blog, maybe because i did not have anything to write about at all here. But...

My brother and sister shocked me yesterday and told me they're marrying. o_o!
My bro got his gf pregnant lmao, oh well.
My mum was estatic and was excited as hell, they've decided to renovate the living room abit and put in new paints. I have to help both my bro and sis to collect gifts at their wedding... the pressure.
I have to wear a dress again...ahh... i knew it was coming sooner or later..

I think i might have to postpone my college things for awhile... >_> kinda annoys me my mum just so frigging unrealiable in my craps. Gotta do everything myself zzz...

Monday, July 27, 2009


My brother has been checked for H1N1...
He told me not to tell mum, but... watching my mum worrying about him as he look like hell in the living today... i couldnt stand it anymore and decided to tell her about it.

My brother is very weak to sickness, once he's ill he'll be like near death.
I hope he'll be fine, the thought of it makes me near tears.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Crime Scene in front of my house o_o

A woman gave birth to a baby in a ditch 25-35 feet away from the front of my house, cuts off the cord with a broken glass and carried it to the front of my house, it seems she was planning to throw it in our rubbish bin but fortunately we brought the bin inside the house due to scavengers messing our rubbishes. The woman went and cover the baby in newspaper and threw it at the house's bins opposite us instead.

At 8am students of Maktab notice a pair of baby legs from the newspaper and found the dead newborn baby. They immediately call the police and the area outside my house was filled with crowds, 20 police and 3 police cars. They blocked the area with yellow tape and begun investigation. The woman's identity is unknown as this was carried out at midnight or so.

I feel disgusted by this and pity for the dead baby, my mum brought me out to the scene after the police left. The smell at the ditch was horrible as i took these pictures. I seem to meet alot of these cases, am i unlucky or what? =_=

Tried to sms with Jun but he was having a bad day, so i dont dare to talk to him and gave him some time alone.

Sam is kind of angry at Kennie about yesterday's meeting at citymall, Ken last minute canceled and sam was left there alone, (I've already told Sam i wasnt going 30mins before)

I hope everyone cheer up... sigh... what a bad day...

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Tanjung Aru Beach Hotel and Bukit Padang

Day 4 since my sister arrived.

And today i didnt have have a peaceful sleep either, the 2 kids keep coming into my room jumping on my bed and talk talk play play. Keeps poking me "It's 10am already!"

I was having stomachache people wan rest awhile also cant =_= Niece keeps whining she wants to watch "Cinderella Story" on my TV, she kept whining till i get off the bed.

Then i played laptop for awhile and was trying to discuss the Atmosphere meeting details with Kennie but my family kept calling me and interupting my call. I had to close phone on Kennie 2 times. Sry ah ._.

I get drag out to lunch at kingfisher, then to wisma then head for Beach Hotel.

It's the raining season here so the sky are blocked by clouds everyday.
We went to the beach and i played sand with my niece and nephew, i like the beach but not the sea lol.

I made a sand castle and my nephew was crazy over it. He destroyed it in the end though.

After afew hours my brother arrives with his (ex) (current) (?) girl-friend ._. i have no idea they together or not but he said something about gf anyway.

At 3pm we go wash off the sands and head to Bukit Padang, i needed to exercise while my sister go feed the fishes.

I raced with my niece and i nearly died =___= long time no exercise... I immediately have headache and became dizzy and tired.
Whole day activity non-stop, very tired and sticky.

After exercise go eat ABC ( Duno exercise for what lol) then head to dinner at 5.45pm. (Also duno why so early dinner)

Tired tired tired, niece whine/superglue me whole day...tiredddddd

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Transformer2 Movie

My sister brought her 2 children to K.k from Melbourne for 10 days vacation.

Today is Day 1,

And i am tired beyond my limits. My niece wouldn't stop sticking to me like super glue and almost pulled my arm off. My brother-in-law did not follow this time and has remained at Melbourne.
He is always complaining about kk's hygiene so he refused to visit again, well whatever.

I went to fetch them from Air Asia airport at 12pm, i had to stand 45mins while mum went and go shopping in a nearby souvenir shop herself ==....

Since my nephew wanted to watch Transformer movie so badly, we decided to bring them to 1Borneo watch it with my 2nd sister + her bf + mum.

The movie was nice to watch, but the seats we bought were too near the screen so i couldnt enjoy it much, still its very nice anyway.

I want to watch Ice Age 3 next and already planned to watch it with Jun on Monday, I have to go to Karabunai Resort on sunday though.

Whole day get nagging from niece and non-stop talking + pulling + pushing so tired liao -_-
Tomorrow have to wake damn early to breakfast... Day 1 is over... more torture coming up.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

King Of Pop

Micheal Jackson has passed away due to cardiac arrest (Heart attack) Today whole day TV was all about this news, I'm very sad of him passing away... i admit i admire and am a fan of his.

I like all his songs and music videos since i was very small, he is one of the legendary performer.
I'm gonna miss him.

God bless him and wish that he will have a peaceful next life.

Friday, June 19, 2009

My past life (??)

My mother has a hobby of bhuddist-related-fortune-telling stuffs, she believes in alot of spiritual beings and she always lectures about these every single day, though its annoying and troublesome to me but some of her claims are simply too amusing.

Tonight after dinner at kingfisher, she went and claim that she can predict what kind of person we were (Me and my siblings) in our past lives.

Apparently she has only predicted me and my 2nd sister only, and that my sister former 'life' was a Shao Lin kung fu master (lol?) and in the -former life- my mother did something to made my -sis- have a grudge on her. Thus came back as her -daughter- for repayment.

I snorted and couldn't help but be amused at this, curiously i asked what was my past life was?

I was someone foreign, from Germany or something and that i have the same hobby of drawing, but my main job was selling medicine drugs, i wanted more $$ so i scam people with prices more than original to cheat them.

My mother concludes that was why when i was reborn (now) i had to eat alot of medicine for 9 years since i have weak body when i was a child.

I dont know whether to laugh or be speechless but it is interesting enough for me.
But i guess since she's my mum its abit cute.


Saturday, June 13, 2009

Cyber and a Haircut.

Today met with Sam and Jason, we went yamcha at Damai to talk talk bout things since its been 1 and half year din meet. We reminisce about the past and many subjects and enjoyed it, we talked for about 2hrs + before we went to Citymall cause Sam has another Lok Yuk gathering there, eventhough she wanted to escape it. When we arrive there me and Jason went walking around while Sam chat with her friends, after awhile Sam calls me that my Primary childhood friend Anna Yap was there with her, me and Jason went back to OldTown and i saw Anna havent changed one bit at all lol... We sat down together and it was awkward since we have not much to talk about. After awhile, seeing Jason so bored among all the girls there i told Sam lets go play cyber play play. So we went along and enter a Cyber somewhere in citymall (i completely forget where it is already) Jason made us play "Left 4 Dead", a point-of-view zombie killing game with 4 Humans vs zombies. 1 of us would always have to be a zombie cuz 5 people playing lol. After abit it got boring so we went ahead and play "Call of Arms" or something, im not sure.
First Round i got 30kills and First Place huahahaha, I miss these guns games so much its been a long time since i played with friends. 2nd Round i got 2nd place wit Jason 1st place, 3rd round with me 2nd place again and i think Anna got 1st? After playing our heart out i got abit hyper and we went to the Game Center at the 3rd floor to play Car racing and Basketball, Jason and Sam looked dead tired by now, Sam was dizzy as hell and wanted to puke at that moment lol.

Everyone went back at 4pm, i went to cut my hair at Asia City with my mum. I think the shop's name is "Allan Salon"(?)

After alot of salon i've been to i think i like this shop most for now.

Black eye circle @_@ Very sleepy and i took a small nap before i took this pic, so the main hairstyle got out of place liao.

I look like hell =_= ...

Friday, June 12, 2009

Fashion interest

And of course, it has some connection with japanese style.

Visual kei (ヴィジュアル系 vijuaru kei, lit. "visual style") - refers to a movement among Japanese musicians, that is characterized by the use of eccentric, sometimes flamboyant looks.

(The last 2 pic above are all jap guys btw. Lol)

Gothic Lolita

Punk Lolita

Friday, May 22, 2009

Psp fixed!!!


Formatted the memory card, PSP REVIVED!!!
Now i dont have to be fooking bored again =_=

My psp broke!!!


My psp broke....or has boomed... i dunno i just cant play any games anymore in it cause THERE ARE NO GAMES VISIBLE HAHAHA.

Well, My brother is taking care of all my college things, his friend is an agent so thats easier.
My eldest sis is coming back to KK on July 1st - 8th with her 2 kids, mum is planning on bringing them to Bukit Padang there exercise. I should join them i think.

My sleep schedule are messed up again, i have to fix it by July or my niece is gonna nag me.

bored bored
bored bored~

I deleted all the vids sorry~

Wednesday, May 20, 2009


My mum had her eye surgery 3 days ago or so, but despite the doctor caution her not to do any housework she still went and fried fish for my brother without protecting her eyes, im damn worried sigh... my brother came back from terrenganu today and its confirmed i'll study at KL. So we'll be looking for a place to stay there since my brother will transfer to kl to work as well, we'll live together while im there.

PS: I've started to have a crave for Mcdonalds "Spicy Chicken McDeluxe", It is my substitute for KFC's Zinger Burger WHICH THEY CHANGED INTO A CRAPPY RECIPE- urhem...*cough* Anyway, the mcdonalds burger is better and tastes just the way i like it.

And, I downloaded Rock Band Unplugged PSP game yesterday, its entertaining since I HAVE NOTHING TO DO!! But there's a few glitch here and there so thats bad...haha............... I feel so miserable...zz....

I've started watching Japanese Drama (J-Drama) these days, cant be helped... i got nothing to do at home...

First is
Yasuko To Kenji


TOKIO's Masahiro Matsuoka will star in a new NTV drama series called "Yasuko to Kenji." It is based on a comical manga by artist Aruko that was serialized in Bessatsu Margaret between April 2005 and November 2006.

The show focuses on a man named Kenji and his younger sister Yasuko, whose parents died in an accident 10 years earlier. Kenji was once the leader of a gang, but in order to support him and his sister, he began making a living as a shojo mangaka. His character normally wears glasses and appears to be a gentle guy, but he throws off his glasses and reverts to his violent side whenever he tries to protect Yasuko from danger. Part of the story follows Yasuko's romance with an intelligent and good-looking man named Jun Tsubaki. Jun's older sister Erika now runs a flower shop, but Erika was once a leader of a female gang, and she used to be in love with Kenji during those days. --Tokyograph

Overall its almost like Gokusen or GTO but it's not, with a different plot of the story and some twist. Very comic feel and very funny indeed. I'd rate it 8/10 cause i like gangster type dramas.

Next is a Korean Movie,

200 Pounds Beauty

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    Hanna is the famous Korean pop singer. She suffers from having extremely poor self-esteem, as she has been ignored because of her appearance. At last, she makes the decision of a lifetime to have full-body plastic surgery.

This is a very nice movie eventhough i dont really like romance kind of stuffs but the story is funny and the music are great. The protaganist actress is very good in acting if i might say so, her reaction to the stupid situation was hilarious. I'd rate this 10/10 cause i really like it x_x

You can watch these at they have english subtitles though. (I cant read chinese hahaha)

Guah... its 3am...tired and headache. I've completely forgot to write these past few days too.

Friday, May 8, 2009

Annoying wake up call...

Im so tired... and so moody today. I was sleeping when my mum kept spamming phonecalls on me, and knocking my door nonstop. Annoyed i went and open the door sleepy as hell, next thing i know she tells me that my dad wants us on the plane to kl at 4pm, i was like, wtf??? why so last minute then tell me? i HATE people that decides things so last minute, and they expect people to be FREE and PREPARED immediately............. i have to prepare 2 weeks worth of cloths and stuffs in less than 3hour, and most of my cloths are in laundry, so idk how the hell im suppose to finish prepare everything in such a rush time.

I manage to pack everything... THEN my mum tells me........... my dad postpone our flight to next week........... i was super pissed off so much............ damn annoying............ I no mood for whole day already.... mum stills nagging me bout laundry shit. Pissed off so much i fell asleep on the sofa in the living tired... din even have the appetite to eat dinner leisurely at all... and then there was a blackout at 9pm+ something....

what a greaaatttttt day eh...?

btw....Phantasy Star Portable is nice.....but not nice enough... it got boring after 2hr playing it...
I still favor Tales Of Radiant Mythology 2 over everything else, maybe except Final Fantasy Crisis Core la, that one is my no1 fav first, Tales are 2nd.


I seriously am not getting any hope of even going to school from ....her action................ -_-

Thursday, May 7, 2009


Today went yamcha with Alton and Sam at Old Town Citymall, Daniel was suppose to be there as well but he "throw airplane" jor, so only us 3 yamcha at 3pm (Alton was late so start at 3.35pm).

We talked alot of topics, mostly about seri insan and our classmates. I asked Alton about his school at kl there, The One Academy. I got very interested... and wondered if i could enter it....

Sam had to fetch her sister at 5.30pm so she left early, i had dinner at 6.30 and have to wait for 1hr. I feel sorry i made Alton stay back with me x_x sorry ah...

I went to dinner with family at Hilltop and i discuss to my family about The One Academy and about KL, my mum and eldest brother was worrying about the danger there. Im having a damn headache just thinking about the requirements to enter that school, i completely failed my SPM Bahasa Melayu, they say need Bm, i went to the school's website and saw they only want compulsory English pass only.... confuse.............but if need bm pass then oh lin la.......... i dun feel like studying/retaking bm again ar........damn annoying...

Then i show my dad the school's info and said i will take Illustration course, he says there's no $$$ from it, and wants me to take Advertisement or Interior Design. ZzzZzZzz both of those are not even my specialty..... and im not interest in those either...

Well the important thing for now is the spm crap...
The headache................

Monday, May 4, 2009

Intense fear...


Im starting to have my anti-school phobia back now im thinking about sia.....
damn... but i think....if its a school about something i really like....(drawing) ... then maybe, just maybe i can stand going to school... i hope i dont repeat the mistakes of running away again... i hate this phobia of school of mine.......

Saturday, May 2, 2009


Arghhhhhh!!! I'm so annoyed, dissapointed, agitated and ultimately SAD!!!!!!!

There's this new psp game that i seriously really wanna play [Tales of the radiant world mythology 2] but it just released at 28th January in japan so there are only Jap version of the game (Unfortunately i cant read kanji....making things more sadder...) I cant find any english version on the net or out there...maybe... I think i should go to center point to check if its out in the shop or not...i want this game so bad its making me annoyed zzz

Oh, i really like this new J-rock group called BACK-ON, they make awesome musics that captivates me at first sight, or hear. It's like a mix of D15 + uverworld kinda feeling, which is nice.

Try listening to their "Chain" and "Fly away"

I think im going to go crazy in the next few days thinking about this game. This must be a side effect of boredom at home.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009


I've felt more better today since i've slept for nearly 19hours feeling like hell. Throat is not painful to swallow anymore. Hopefully i'll be back in shape soon.

Kennie has been having family drama again, she seems to be suffering alot at home and tending to go out late at night as long as she can. I really hope she'll be ok as well, even though her mum is making life hell for her and her sister.

My dad just returned from Terenganu, but bad things seems to happen when he returned lol. The astro in the living room got cancelled, there was a 3hr blackout in the entire kk, had a crappy service at our fav restaurant, and i got sick. All in 1 day. I dont know if its bad omen or something, but the coincidence of these events made me lol, except the sickness part, that was hell for me. Mum is force feeding me watermelons. Which i seriously dont like................

I'm beginning to like this new singer Lady Gaga too, her music is very nice to listen to.
The weather these days are so humid and hot, its almost like a desert here at 41 degrees. People are getting sick everywhere due to the weather.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Not well

I've somehow got an allergic reaction from last night at the Room25 place with Kennie, Joann and Sansan. Kennie convinced me to try out one of those Bongs or something, which you try smoking a flavor? Kennie chose Grape flavor by the way. Somehow i began sneezing once i took it, and continued sneezing back home at 11.15pm. Throughout the night i had trouble sleeping, my throat hurts and i couldnt breathe through my nose anymore. I woke earlier than always in exhaustion and pain. I couldnt even drink water to ease the pain, my mum is sending me to the doctor later to get the med. This is just one of those days that is such a pain in the ass to have.

I've send a comment to Vivien's blog about her issues too, i hope she's well at aussie.

Joann also planned a small gathering of our highschool classmates that are still here in kk at the Tanjung Aru beach. Im not sure if i would be healthy by then but i hope so, cause i wanna see the others alot.

I dont think i dislike SanSan anymore, eventhough the fact that she's with a 31yr old guy is abit...weird. But i guess everyone is different...

Gonna go now. Bye.